Word Count: 5037 | Reading Time: 17 min
It is the year 2500. Phosphorus mining has exhausted all stores of rock phosphates in most known parts of the world. We are trying to …
The flame flickered. She put a hand up to shield the tiny tongue clinging to the match.
You are our only…
Darkness. And in the early morning dark, silence. It gets quiet out in the pits. She sank back against the hard sand wall, closing her eyes to keep the image of the man glowing behind her eyelids. The mine was deep, circling down many levels like a partially unearthed ancient city. The word archeology didn’t exist in her vocabulary but when she felt ancient she came here. Sometimes they found trees here, slowly turned to stone from millions of years of conversation with the sands of time. She knew the word fossil. Everyone in Udaipur did.
The image was disintegrating, blurring around the edges until only the forehead and nose and throat of the man were left, glowing redly in their mahogany tones. She sighed, opened her eyes, took in the small stack of matchsticks, sizing it up. Ten, maybe 15 conversations left in them if she was careful. Should she risk one more and find out what it was that they were trying to do? What only she could do? She wiggled her toes in the fine red dust, considering her options. First, this was no longer a fun but weird secret. They looked like they were in trouble. Second, she was ten years old – old enough to know she was too young. And third, going to an adult would only get her into trouble without getting those people out of trouble. She knew adults. They walked around pretending to know what they were doing but honestly that was only true if what they were supposed to be doing was trying to ruin everything for everyone. Like this matchstick thing. Imagine if she went and said to an adult that she had actual conversations with people she could see and hear in the flame of a matchstick. Yeah. That would not work out well for anyone, assuming they actually listened to her. Because who listens to a girl anyway – especially one who, even at ten years old, still hovered at hip level to an adult, and spoke in a gruff, scrapy, voice. Even her mother had stopped telling her to speak up and just ignored her unless she shouted.
But her jaws hurt and her throat closed tight if she tried to speak louder than a whisper. It’s 1970, for crying out loud, she told herself fiercely. People should be listening to women when they speak. Even little girls. She certainly knew more about women in her town than her mother did. The miscarriages and still born babies might be hushed up in the middle class living rooms where her mother drank tea and arranged marriages with the other aunties, but the women who came into the mines had grown accustomed to seeing the ten year old with her nose in a book under a rocky overhang, behind a largeish boulder, tucked into a sandy crevice, and they no longer minded if she heard them talking and crying and gossiping. And the whispered stories of another baby pushed out before it was ready, another one that didn’t cry when it emerged and couldn’t breathe, they crept into her ears and poked at her brains. S0 many of them, following so quickly one after the other that they crowded and pushed at the membranes of hearing and she was beginning to register the sharp edges of fear.
She cleared her throat a little and reached out, fingers hovering over her little treasure pile. Maybe it could wait. She itched to know what she was the only instance of, what they were trying to do, what on earth it meant to say it was the year three thousand. But it could wait. Light was lowering itself into the pits like waterfalls in slow motion and soon her little nook would be flooded. She rose, pulling the waistband of her shorts more snugly around her tubby middle. Her mother let her dress like a little boy because she said she looked like one. A fat one, her sister would say, poking the round tummy, but she didn’t mind. If she could continue to wear shorts she could look like a little hippo for all she cared.
“Arre Lattoo! Why aren’t you in school??” Her mother sounded annoyed. Nice to see you too, muttered Lata in her head. “It’s Saturday, Ma,” she said aloud, the eyeroll audible but invisible. Mrs Mathur humphed, softened, patted her lap. “Come, sit.”
Lata giggled. “You’ll be totally crushed, Ma. Like a pappad!” She clapped her hands together to show how flattened her mother would become if she sat on her, but Mrs Mathur grabbed her around her waist and pulled her onto her knees. “What kind of foolish mother is flattened by her baby?!” she scoffed, squeezing the girl. Lata leaned back into her mother, settling into the comforting scents of starched cotton and talcum powder. She let herself be rocked gently, back and forth, as her mother sometimes did if she had a child – any child – on her lap; a kind of muscle memory of her years of mothering. “You’ve been in the mines again?” she murmured absently, brushing the fine dust still clinging to Lata’s shorts.
The girl went still, bracing for the scolding and admonitions, ultimatums, perhaps even punishments. But her mother squeezed her again, gently. “What, you think your old mother knows nothing? I’m useless or what? Eh?” She poked her silent daughter with her nose, her arms still locked tight about her waist.
“Mamma,” began Lata.
“What ‘mamma’,” Mrs Mathur responded. “Beta, I just want you to be safe. You go so early in the morning…” Lata felt a pang of guilt at the thought that her mother would really worry for her safety if she knew that Lata walked there in the middle of the night! Aloud she said “Ma, there are women there in the morning. You know how early they come.”
“Which which women?” asked her mother. “Who who is there, tell me?”
Lata rattled off a few names nonchalantly fiddling with a salt shaker, confident that her mother, who did not hang out with ‘those women’, would not know one name from another. Mrs Mathur narrowed her eyes as she listened, registered a couple of names, and nodded to herself, satisfied that her quiet conversations with them had been effective. She didn’t really have to push her request very much; the women were fond of her little Lattoo and readily agreed to keep an eye on her. Keen to change the topic, Lata said the first thing that came into her head.
“Ma, you know they found a dead crocodile yesterday? And imagine, its teeth were all gone! Big holes, Mamma, where the teeth were supposed to be!” She twisted about to fix her mother with the wide-eyed fascination of the hard-to-horrify young. Her mother looked at her with interest. “The teeth gone? How odd!” They stared at each other in fascination for a few moments, searching each other’s faces for clues as to the mystery of the holey jaw. Then, with a subtle change of expression that Lata barely caught, Mrs Mathur looked away, laughed lightly, and said “the crocodile tooth fairy must be having a field day, eh?” and playfully tipped the child off her lap. “Now run along. I’m sure you have things to avoid doing today. Have you cleaned your room?” she called after the disappearing girl.
Lata waited till she heard the room door shut, picking at her lower lip thoughtfully. Then she reached across her tea cup, replacing the tea cosy on the already cooling tea pot, picked up the phone and dialed quickly. “Salima? I think it’s time.”
Then she got to her feet, replacing the receiver, and went into the kitchen where the cook was kneading dough. “Ravi? Come. Leave it – he will make it himself if he wants it.” Ravinder washed her hands and followed Mrs Mathur out, wiping them along the sides of her kurta. They both slipped on sturdier outdoor slippers and went out, shutting the door behind them.
Lata watched them leave from her window and threw a leg over the windowsill, dropping lightly on to the ground outside. She closed the shutters, leaving a tiny gap that she could slip her fingers into when she returned, and shouldering the little sling bag, she hurried back to the mines. She had packed quickly and efficiently and now worried only about getting to her usual spot unseen. In her mind she went over the list she had put together in her notebook (neatly tucked into a flap in the bag with a clutch of pens) making mental note of Sai and her triplets, Madan’s now-bloody cough, Hira’s persistent chest pain, and Nadira’s swollen jaw – all to be added to the several pages of inexplicable deaths, ailments, mutilations, and birth deaths. A couple of more matches, then. Why not today.
The flame rose high and unwavering in the still summer air. Lata tried not to breathe much so that the face was clear. The shallow cleft in the mine-wall that she used was deep enough to provide some protection from the outside air, but there was not a lot stirring today, anyway. Today, she could see the lines cut deep into the forehead, the trenches along the nose that appeared clawed into the long face. The down-turned mouth pulled the trenches down to the jawline. In the flame, the eyes glinted with reddish yellow lights.
“But you can’t have used it all up,” Lata pressed on. She had done her reading. “Phosphorus is meant to last for centuries!”
“If it is mostly used for fertilizer, yes,” he said. She thought he was breathing hard but she couldn’t distinguish the sound from his mouth from the strange noises that surrounded him. Yet, there was no doubting the deep sigh – a letting out of breath that was filled with anger, regret, sadness, frustration. “Not if it is used for war. Grenades, explosives, guns, bombs. Not if war is more important than food. Not if we use it to kill each other rather than to feed each other.”
“And now that there is no phosphorus, there is not enough fertilizer, and so there is no food?” She forced her voice to turn up at the end of the sentence so that there was still space for it to be a question with other possible answers; so that it would not be a statement of fact.
The man neither accepted nor denied this possibility. He stared right through her. He said “We spent our limited time and resources on inventing new ways to explode each other’s homes, when we could have been inventing new ways to grow food.”
Lata was furious. She would have screamed were she not acutely aware of the fact that anyone might hear her at any moment. But the man winced at the force of her whispered words. And when she was done he felt released from an almost physical grip. He shuddered even as the flame began to gutter towards its end. “Save the crocodiles,” she heard him say, urgently, quickly, trying to get the words in before the contact was severed. “Save the crocodiles! We need their”. In the silence, Lata was left with a singed thumb and anger.
What was wrong with people?! Lata glared at the blackened matchstick in annoyance. Why couldn’t they say what they had to say? Save the crocodiles? What could this man from a hundred and thirty years in the future possibly want from the crocodiles of the 1970s! We need their what? Skin? Teeth? Tears?? Hah. Adults. She may be young but she read stuff and she knew things. She would figure this out. If save the crocodiles was what she needed to do then save the crocodiles she would! She got up, dusted herself off, trying to remember if the local club would be open this early and if they would let her slip into the library if it weren’t. It wouldn’t be the first time. Head down, she rummaged in her pockets for her library card. Her mother made sure Lata’s clothes had multiple pockets sewn in, of varying sizes, with zips and without; her daughter’s life would simply not be navigable without pockets.
Even with her head down and her hands occupied, her senses, constantly alert around the mines, picked up an unusually dense thud of footsteps. One or two people, even the morning clatter of groups the groups of ten that came in teams to work, were part of her archive of sounds. But this. This sounded more like thirty or forty. Sixty? She veered sharply and headed in the opposite direction picking up the pace and rammed headfirst into a soft wall. Even before she had extricated herself from the folds of starched cotton and registered the bumps and recesses of a matronly body, she knew whose face she would find glowering down at her when she finally tilted her chin upwards and unscrewed her eyes.
Mrs Mathur gazed down at her daughter in mild astonishment, only just stationed safely in her room, absorbed, no doubt, for the next many hours in getting her sundry belongings off the floor, bed, desk, chair, or any other accommodating surface, and into the cupboards, drawers, shelves, racks, and hooks provided for them. Her mother lived in hope that one of these years Lata would learn the functions of furniture and had thought this might be the day; yet here she was. Loitering about the mines in her shorts. To her credit, Lata registered the absence of expected rage, noted the humming crowd of women surrounding her mother, read the block capital ‘HARTAL!!’ printed at the top of the flyers in her mother’s hands and the placards with slogans, some mounted on sticks, in the hands of the women, took in the determined, chin-thrust on their collectives faces – and knew that her mother was up to more trouble than she was. Mrs Mathur broke stride long enough to shrewdly size up her daughter, come to a decision, put a hand on her shoulder and turn her about smartly so that she now faced the same way as the protesting women. “Well,” she demanded, “what are you goggling me for?!
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Volume 10, Issue 2, 30 January 2024, e24583 https://doi.org/10.1016/j.heliyon.2024.e24583 Proteomic analysis of crocodile white blood cells reveals insights into the mechanism of the innate immune system‘ Abstract Crocodiles have a particularly powerful innate immune system because their blood contains high levels of antimicrobial peptides. They can survive injuries that would be fatal to other animals, and they are rarely afflicted with diseases. |
Word Count: 5037 | Reading Time: 17 min
Giti Chandra is currently a Research Scholar with the Gender Equality Studies and Training Programme (under the auspices of UNESCO) in Reykjavik, and has been Associate Professor, Dept of English, at Stephen’s College, Delhi. She is the author of The Book of Guardians Trilogy: The Fang of Summoning (Hachette: 2010), The Bones of Stars (Hachette: 2013), and The Eye of the Archer (Hachette: 2020). Her (mostly sci-fi) short stories and (mostly sentimental) poetry have been published in various amazing publications. Sadly, nobody cares about her first non-fiction book, a groundbreaking academic work on violence, but the Routledge Handbook on the #MeToo movement is a bestseller. Giti writes poetry in April, paints on Tuesdays, has a PhD from Rutgers, and feels that people would do well to learn that a cello is not an oversized violin. She lives in Reykjavik with books, a husband, two kids, a dog, and a cat.